dear dad

It's been 3 years, daddy gone. I miss him so much. I don't know how much word can describe what i'm feel now. I'm tired. I'm so tired, of everything. What i know now, i can't be so close with my ***. Since i was child, i always call daddy for the first person who i always call when i'm sick, happy, sad, wake up, if i need something, bored, everything. He always know what i need, and he really know what i'm feel, so he can be medicine when i'm sick. 

*** can't be so close with me. So when daddy passed away, i'm so blue. I'm tired, i'm sick, i cry, i can't do all a thing alone. It's really fcking condition!! *** don't know me better like he do. I'm tired dad. I'm tired! Please don't do this to me!!!